Changes

Its October now.
I realize that I had change.. to be a better man? I'm not sure.
From him, I knew that I'm doing everything slowly. Respond slow? cuz I'm old?


NOPE...
Secondary time, I done everything in fast and fast. Everything had to be do as fast as possible. I running up and down, rushing all the time. I wanna everything being fast completed. Also, at that time, everyday my days were full by tuition  and activities. The time was rushing. Eating, bath... completed in a few min.


NOW,
I get to rest.. recover... retire?!
Everything I do it slow.. speed become slowly and nicely.
I can just walk slowly to class although I know I'm late. This might be the excuses of  LAZY?
I eat slow. I can take a shower about half hour. I can complete a small little thing in a half hour.
I just wanna to relax...ya. Relax on everything.
But my driving speed is always FAST~!


Now, I will keep reminding myself:  CAN'T GIVE UP ON ANYTHING
                                                    :  DO THINGS PERFECTLY, even a little tiny things. 
                                                    :  STAY A HEALTH LIFE STYLE
                                                    :  TRY TO SOLVE EVERYTHING BY OWNSELF 
                                                    :  STUDY HARD, GET WELL RESULT.
                                                    :  COMPARE WITH SMARTER PEOPLE


and there are always : Miss my old friends so much
                                   : Loving him so much


YA, He is my idol. A person that had change me alot. A person that always teaching me be a better people. A person that always guide me to a better way. A person that I can't leave him.