A scar

I said I wont check anythings
I said I wont wanna to know anythings
I said that I just wanna a Happy and Easy relation


But...why.... WHY I so bad... why I break my words
How could I do that....


Feeling so pain now.. is a new scar
A scar that will stay in my heart forever.. for sure


I'm pain..I'm hurt
I'm wishing I can cry now. NOW! 
but there was no more tears...I guess..
I can't cry when I wanna cry. When I don't wish to cry... I CRY
I know it is too pain... till my tears can't senses it . Its deeply hurt deeply pain...


Who can give me a hug now and tell me It will be alright?
 WE will go thru all this things together. Will we? DO we?