Again

" THEY" contact back again


My confidence
My suspicion
My fear
My worries 


all coming back to find me


I lost a lot of confidence AGAIN!
The confidence on myself
I'm not a perfect...also I'm not the better one 


Suspicion
should I believe?
should I continue trust?
should I make it as I DON'T know anything?


My fear my worry
actually just one
That is : scare of losing....scare of leaving


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So far.. still very good. So far...I'm still important.